God's Calling On My Life

  God has clearly called me into full time ministry and missions. If you asked me where I see myself in ten years, I would tell you that I see myself being a missionary in another country. I would love to say which country or even that I would be married and have a family but those are unknowns and a family is not promised. I know God has called me to go, and I can see myself going anywhere. Something I've been processing and praying about is when am I called to go. I don't know if I am called to go this next year when I graduate or if I am suppose to wait and then go. I've been planning on staying in the United States for the next few years, but are my reasons behind that selfish or is God asking me to stay before I go? Am I willing to give up my entire life and all of my comforts to bring the gospel to the world? And am I willing to be tortured or even killed for Jesus? I hope and pray I am. One thing I know for sure is that God's will will be done, and I can't wait to do His work for my entire life.